stress

dunno wat happen to me...i feel myself change days by days...may b after i gv birth to my baby,my body become fat,o may b two years stay at home doin nth. i feel my life like this not worth it. i hate to be like this. one things that onli can make me feel better now is my cutelittle baby... everytime i think about him, i feel that he was the most precious gift that i have in my life. i dunno how long i still can stand for the stress i facing now. no one understand me, everyday just say i not a understanding person,i din think about other people except my ownself, i waste my time, i just know how to waste money, i din think about the future...all the things they said are wrong....because i think too much, i become stress....may b everything i wan is 100%,now i force myself to this situation. stressssssssssssss